Cool story bro, I don't care if you rush or not.
firstly, however, posting that you are unsure if it was a good idea and if you want to stay in guild on the forums is likely going to get an officer of the guild to make your mind up for you, and remove you.
Secondly, if you want any kind of respect in game, don't rush unless everyone is happy to play FFA.
If you don't care then rush.
Thirdly, now that you have rushed so many people ,even if you quit the rusher people are going to rush you for life because you are now a rusher.
Enjoy being rushed when you quit the the rusher and try to play in a call game.