dudetus
11-16-2014, 06:21 AM
I have reached a moment in my life in which I have to cut all ties to different games.
Ever since I got my first Playstation 1 when I was 5 years old, I've been extremely fascinated with games. I had strict playtimes back then and it wasn't a problem back then. When I turned 15 years old I found myself fascinated by MMOs and began to try them out. I didn't play specific MMO for a long time, but I played all sorts of MMOs to try them out. Then I got my Galaxy S and began to play PL, a game in which I've had my best community. I became addicted to the game and the community. Then I ventured on to SWTOR, found my pc MMO to play. My addiction to games escalated last year when I began my studies in international business. I became depressed and couldn't complete my studies because of it. I had to take a leap year because I wasn't able to study because I preferred to escape reality to game worlds. In games I was good, I'm a competitive person and I always want to be one of the bests at what I do. I was naturally good in games and it required less work to be one of the bests than it required to be one of the best in my studies. I struggled last year with my depression, ignoring the fact that games were my problem, and I treated my depression by playing more. I began to feel better because I was able to just play games without concentrating on studies. I went back to school this year thinking that I am all good because I felt like it. My daily rhythm has been when I wake up I play until I get hungry. Then I eat some fast to be made crap, and play more. I've been playing games recently on average for 14 hours daily. School? Screw it. Girlfriend? She'll probably call if she needs me. Family? Oh, they're at home. Friends? I have my games. My escaping of reality turned games into my reality.
Therefore I'm now quitting all games and game related things such as these forums. Hardest thing for me to do is saying goodbye to our Kik discussion members, we've been together over a year and I consider u all my very dear friends. Vik, Hank, Coko, Max, Sam, Kiwi and Trenton. U're all very dear to me and I consider u as my true friends, we've had rly great times together.
Besides these people I'd like to say some other important people over here some thanks. Sue, Adam, Will, Charlotte, old Eclipse, my Unity pals, and so many many more.
I wish all of my dear friends only good, u mean a lot to me and it rly pains me to say goodbye. Maybe after some time I am able to get back in contact with u guys, but for now I have to cut all of my ties to games and that means I have to leave ur amazing company for a good while. I'm still just 21 yo, life is ahead of me and I'm opening a whole new chapter in my life. I'm eagerly awaiting what the world has to offer for me.
And thx STS for PL. Even though I've had problems with ur games, I've had amazing times playing PL. Even though I'm kinda disappointed about the direction u r heading, u're still my favorite game company, ur community is amazing and I hope u won't let it disappear from ur policies.
This is ur dear troll, Larry, logging out forever. Take care yall.
Ever since I got my first Playstation 1 when I was 5 years old, I've been extremely fascinated with games. I had strict playtimes back then and it wasn't a problem back then. When I turned 15 years old I found myself fascinated by MMOs and began to try them out. I didn't play specific MMO for a long time, but I played all sorts of MMOs to try them out. Then I got my Galaxy S and began to play PL, a game in which I've had my best community. I became addicted to the game and the community. Then I ventured on to SWTOR, found my pc MMO to play. My addiction to games escalated last year when I began my studies in international business. I became depressed and couldn't complete my studies because of it. I had to take a leap year because I wasn't able to study because I preferred to escape reality to game worlds. In games I was good, I'm a competitive person and I always want to be one of the bests at what I do. I was naturally good in games and it required less work to be one of the bests than it required to be one of the best in my studies. I struggled last year with my depression, ignoring the fact that games were my problem, and I treated my depression by playing more. I began to feel better because I was able to just play games without concentrating on studies. I went back to school this year thinking that I am all good because I felt like it. My daily rhythm has been when I wake up I play until I get hungry. Then I eat some fast to be made crap, and play more. I've been playing games recently on average for 14 hours daily. School? Screw it. Girlfriend? She'll probably call if she needs me. Family? Oh, they're at home. Friends? I have my games. My escaping of reality turned games into my reality.
Therefore I'm now quitting all games and game related things such as these forums. Hardest thing for me to do is saying goodbye to our Kik discussion members, we've been together over a year and I consider u all my very dear friends. Vik, Hank, Coko, Max, Sam, Kiwi and Trenton. U're all very dear to me and I consider u as my true friends, we've had rly great times together.
Besides these people I'd like to say some other important people over here some thanks. Sue, Adam, Will, Charlotte, old Eclipse, my Unity pals, and so many many more.
I wish all of my dear friends only good, u mean a lot to me and it rly pains me to say goodbye. Maybe after some time I am able to get back in contact with u guys, but for now I have to cut all of my ties to games and that means I have to leave ur amazing company for a good while. I'm still just 21 yo, life is ahead of me and I'm opening a whole new chapter in my life. I'm eagerly awaiting what the world has to offer for me.
And thx STS for PL. Even though I've had problems with ur games, I've had amazing times playing PL. Even though I'm kinda disappointed about the direction u r heading, u're still my favorite game company, ur community is amazing and I hope u won't let it disappear from ur policies.
This is ur dear troll, Larry, logging out forever. Take care yall.