Submerged
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, 12-20-2011 at 10:01 AM (2220 Views)
After my nano-surgery was complete, i was put in testing chambers on a distant submerged base. This base was chosen because my mind was blowing up almost literally if i was surrounded by more than 6 people. Doctors were saying, the operation was successfull, but i doubted it until got under the water.
I was made a mod out of human body. My brain was taken out and put into nanomechanic exoskeleton to exclude my original human body flaws so i could use the Fast Gates. This was great. But also, my brain was tuned to be proper for an Opetative functions, thus making it much more sensitive. Maybe too much. And this is why this operation was highly illegal.
As a mod, i was able to absorb other living creatures feelings now. And that was making me crazy. Actually, the 'creatures' were alright: birds were generally happy in the mornings and a bit sad in the evenings; insects were just busy and constantly concerned; cats were either hungry or euphoric; dogs felt in love all the time when with masters...
It's the humans who drew me sick and mad. Humans... I've been one of them once.. Now i was ashamed of that.. Some of the humans were alright - women mostly - but feelings of majority were just killing me: lust, greed, anger, envy, jealousy, sadness were inside almost each one.
Now, on this deep-sea base i had to train myself to live with that. To live with other humans not wishing to kill everyone just to stop my suffering for them..