For those who may have wondered...

[programmed]

Some of you may have wondered why I haven't talked much in game lately and have ignored some PM's. Burst was commenting me yesterday why I haven't said a word to him and all I've really said is the occasional response in Pvp of "go" when someone asks to "go". The reason is that my doctor recently diagnosed me with the possibility of having an incurable auto-immune disorder called lupus. Obviously that isn't something that is going to make me happy with the possibility of having something that could mess me up for the rest of my life. I apologize to any of you who got angry with me over the past week or so. After plenty of testing I was just told that the tests came back negative and I do not have it "for now" as she had said. Sadly there is still a possibility of it until I'm 44 years old. Again I apologize to those of you I may have ignored or ticked off.

[synfullmagic_23110]

:/ ouchie.....

[tarlan]

ok i was wondering
thansk for addressing the issue

[Caiahar]

Its understandable...once you state it.
I would've done it too. Because apparently my heartbeat is a bit slower than average ppl.
Then again, I might not.

[tarlan]

I would've done it too. Because apparently my heartbeat is a bit slower than average ppl.

sounds painful for athletics
hope they find you a cure

[programmed]

Its understandable...once you state it.
I would've done it too. Because apparently my heartbeat is a bit slower than average ppl.
Then again, I might not.

I remember my parents telling me once that when I was little I had something like that with my heart and that the doctor said bathing in freezing cold ice water helps. I don't know if that's true though I don't remember it.

[programmed]

sounds painful for athletics
hope they find you a cure

Lupus would also have been bad for athletics. I do a lot of hiking and backpacking and other athletic stuff and am outside often and lupus would make my skin painfully react to the sun, cause severe joint swelling, and made me have to limit my workouts to mostly just stretches.

[tarlan]

ice bucket challenge every day

[tarlan]

Lupus would also have been bad for athletics. I do a lot of hiking and backpacking and other athletic stuff and am outside often and lupus would make my skin painfully react to the sun, cause severe joint swelling, and made me have to limit my workouts to mostly just stretches.

ouch must be an immense disappointment, i guess if you don't have it its good for now thoughj

[Sheugokin]

Bro, I really hope you feel better.

Hey, Pocket Legends can be your solace where you can let out all of your anger, frustration, or sadness.

We are here for you just like people are there for me. At least, I know I am for you.



<3 Don't let that hinder whatever you do. Instead let it empower you to show people that even with these conditions I am still able to do what you can do. See, you gotta look at in in an optimistic way.

[Laar]

It's okay William, I love you and no one else matters.

[programmed]

Bro, I really hope you feel better.

Hey, Pocket Legends can be your solace where you can let out all of your anger, frustration, or sadness.

We are here for you just like people are there for me. At least, I know I am for you.



<3 Don't let that hinder whatever you do. Instead let it empower you to show people that even with these conditions I am still able to do what you can do. See, you gotta look at in in an optimistic way.

Thanks. Actually I do normally show people I can still do what they can or more. If I stand for 15 minutes or walk 2+ miles my joints swell up and hurt plus my face sometimes reacts to the sun and gets a rash. With those I still do all that I do. I was just really depressed when I heard what lupus really is and the possibility that I can get it. There's no cure, it will last my whole life, it ruins your ability to fight off sickness, and it attacks different parts of your body and each attack only lasts a few minutes normally but it very painful. All that plus the chance that even if I don't have it yet I still can get it as I age just sort of depressing.

[Covert]

Oh so you do have a name huehuehue, glad you're ok for now dude

[ign Boss]

Feel better.


ign Allhail

[Caiahar]

Its understandable...once you state it.
I would've done it too. Because apparently my heartbeat is a bit slower than average ppl.
Then again, I might not.

I remember my parents telling me once that when I was little I had something like that with my heart and that the doctor said bathing in freezing cold ice water helps. I don't know if that's true though I don't remember it.

Ice bucket challlleeengeee....
Problem with it is that I lose energy fast, like really fast. Low stamina >_<
Im going to have to go to the doctor and get tested to see if I can play sports at school, and if I cant, well that'll suck. Im athletic .-.

[Somemager]

This thread had me thinkin' does anyone else get really bad chest pains? it literally feels like a mini heart attack and if you move it stings. Im only 16 and its maybe due to my lack of being athletic it happens from time to time so i was always wondering... other then that sorry to hear programmed :/

[AppleNoob]

This thread had me thinkin' does anyone else get really bad chest pains? it literally feels like a mini heart attack and if you move it stings. Im only 16 and its maybe due to my lack of being athletic it happens from time to time so i was always wondering... other then that sorry to hear programmed :/

i used to get that a lot. I literally could not move a inch otherwise it hurt.

[Somemager]

i used to get that a lot. I literally could not move a inch otherwise it hurt.

Yea it sucks i become statue mode then just go flat lol.

[Armourslash]

I hope you feel better, although I havent had a illness like this, I wasnt born looking normal (my teeth explain that)..

[Crys]

Hope you get well soon!