I just needed to tell someone...

[Jespo]

Well today me and my gf got into a argument and it resulted in us breaking up it freaking sucks and I hate it.. We've been together for 1yr and 4months. I've known her for so long and we are in the same school so I feel like it will kill me to see her and not be able to get a kiss or a hug. She doesn't want to be with me at all. Not even as friends and my life just doesn't feel right without her. It fckin sucks and I'm sorry devs if that's inappropriate but it just does. I'm not sure how this break up will affect me but I'm expecting it to be bad. I know that there are tons of other girls out there but this girl was the one for me... And I lost her.. She is so beautiful and now I got nothing :/ I can't ignore her I just can't do anything. I don't want to brag or nothing but honestly I know I look good and I know I can get any girl I want if I tried but the one I want is her. I hate it that we aren't together anymore. She was here today and we've been through BIG problems before but today was just it. She said she has lost feelings for me and that she doesn't love me like before.... Those words broke my heart and I instantly felt cold and alone inside. The feeling sucks balls (sorry again) and I can't stand it. Even though she said what she said I'm still after her and what hurt even more was I tried getting one last hug but she didn't hug me back... I just let her go and she walked away.. For the first time in my life I cried for a girl.. But to me she is more than just that she is the world inside of a body. She's the most beautiful thing out on this earth. I know we were put here for eachother but now she just doesn't want me....

So with all that being said, please guys don't give me a hard time in game or on forums. I honestly just want to play PL with my friends maybe make more friends and just get away from life a little bit :/ I'm really hurting right now so Im just begging that no one gives me a hard time. Another thing is please excuse me if I get a little rude. I will try not to but I might forget. I'm a very short tempered person and I don't want to offend anyone.

[Pharcyde]

Obviously she doesn't deserve you if this is how you feel and she refuses to even talk to you.

[giayuan]

-_- I just realized your lonecub xD
Itsk man! Same thing happened to me a few weeks ago, though im not really serious, got another girl, but yeah..
IN THE WORLD OF PL, WE ALL LOVE YOU BRO!

[Phoenixking]

Hmmm to much precious time to read the whole thing can you make it shorter?

[Zeus]

Jesus, this is the same way I felt, the only thing is I kept it bottled up and it was a slightly different situation. It was good that you let it out. I would never be able to do that. From what you are saying I can definitely tell that this wasn't lust. Did you try and find out what she stopped liking in you? I'm guessing in the beginning you were that confident cocky guy that she wanted to be with and as time moved on, and your feelings for her grew, that confidence might have dimmed down a bit, which a lot of girls are attracted to. I want to give you advice but I don't know enough about your situation to be able to do so. If you want, you can send me a PM about it.

[Erik_is_funny_lol]

Aw man, that totaly sucks...

I know how you feel, and I can't get rid of that feeling...

But hey, look at it this way: You're not the only one, we've all lost something deep and special.

[Zeus]

Hmmm to much precious time to read the whole thing can you make it shorter?

Phoenixking, I gotta say sometimes... you are just unbelievably arrogant.... So tell me how you would like me to spoon feed you the info .

[Junside]

You're young. Welcome to your first wretched heartbreak.

Not even as friends and my life just doesn't feel right without her.

I know that there are tons of other girls out there but this girl was the one for me... And I lost her.. She is so beautiful and now I got nothing

Is that what your emotions are telling you to think or is that reality? You'll get over it.

[Jespo]

It just sucks so much.. I can't believe it. I'm a bit to hurt

[regie831]

Move on..do something that you enjoy: sports, pl obviously.. Etc who knows you might someday meet someone else. Yeah I know its easier said than done.

[Phoenixking]

Phoenixking, I gotta say sometimes... you are just unbelievably arrogant.... So tell me how you would like me to spoon feed you the info .

With a spoon that can describe things short and sweet please I want to understand the most precious thing I lost is my great grandma who got to 102 years but sadly she....well you know

[Zeus]

It just sucks so much.. I can't believe it. I'm a bit to hurt

On the bright side, 1.7 may lessen your pain a bit. PL has helped me in that category sometimes

[Jespo]

Ok well I've been texting her and calling like crazy and she finally wrote back. But it only hurts more as I talk to her

Edit: no plat parth :/

[Phoenixking]

Then why are you talking to her ignore have fun I bet your young don't let a girl let you down!

[Baked-Potato]

Sorry for your loss, but trust me, in time it'll get better. I went through the same thing a few years ago with my ex. She broke up with me after a year and a half and I felt like I lost a part of myself. It'll hurt, and for awhile tooo, but at some point your going to have to let go. Keep yourself occupied and in social situations. Try not to sit and be alone. Like Range said, its great that you let it out. It helps.

Anywho, like I said keep yourself occupied. After she broke up with me, I got my permit, I got a job, met knew people and the feelings slowly went away. Your young, you got some much life ahead of you. You'll meet plenty of new people, and plenty of other women.

Like I said, only time can heal it. It sucks hearing this, and I hate saying this, but its the truth.

Edit: If you need someone to talk to, PM me ot Hit me up IG.

[Baked-Potato]

Ok well I've been texting her and calling like crazy and she finally wrote back. But it only hurts more as I talk to her

Edit: no plat parth :/

Don't do this. Its hard but cut the communication. It only makes things worse, and makes you hurt worse.

(Sorry if I double posted)

[Phoenixking]

What's wrong with double posting?

[Jespo]

I guess you guys don't get it.. Trust me I've had girlfriends like crazy. I know I can get any girl I want. The thing is when I first saw her I was just instantly in love. I knew it. I was never like this with any girl. I didn't care if any girl left me but she is just the one for me.

[Phoenixking]

Are you sure get it together men don't let girls control your life like that you will easily be trampled over and lol if you keep talking on this thread it will make matters worser so just let it out then go to your bed and cry......men can cry! Only in private

[Jespo]

Phoenix you really aren't helping bro just get off the thread or something