Depression.

[Tvis]

My advice is:

- Find what you're missing in life. A companion, a good time, etc. (Note: This isn't so easy, so I'm sorry if it comes out that way )
- Broaden your horizon. By this I mean find a new hobby, try something out of the ordinary, learn about something new!
- Be positive. There are so many great, beautiful things surrounding us! Lie down in the grass for an hour!

I hope at least one of these can help you in the destructive position at this time. Everything will work out fine

[ghost.mw]

That's a good question, the only person who can help you with that is you,just get over it and do what ever you want because you are not going to live forever and we only have one life to live so try to enjoy it as much as you can. I hope this will help you