Depression.

[RedRyder]

You can message me anytime or we can exchange numbers if you'd like. I've gone through deppression plenty, so I know how to deal with it. Friends help to a point; they might eventually get fed up and walk up and leave. I lost then best friend that way. With her gone, another friend stepped up to the plate and helped immensely.

Friends can help you forget, but it'll only be a temporary loss. In the end, you have to find a new way to make yourself happy. My escape was getting into fashion, music, and posting my art on the Internet. My art I feel gives me purpose. When I receive praise for it, I feel like Im finally doing something right. All you need to do is find your medium, follow through with it, and persevere. If you have any goals and aspirations in life, take more steps to persue it. Keeping busy with a job, school, or hobbies will keep your mind occupied as well. Make yourself too busy to be sad.

If you can't motivate yourself or be happy with yourself, then no one else will be. Deppression is a tough battle, but it is a war within that the sufferer must conquer