okies ... im gonna say a few things and open my heart open my thoughts. This is not often a wise move, and i dont generally do it, as by exposing your inner being to all often leads to a barrage of hate pms and judgements from others.
But anyhows ....
Life is a myriad of personalities and differential colours. But you can break it down into two different factions ... there are creators and followers. Most people are more comfortable to follow, thats human nature. The creators are a beacon to follow, and when you follow them you will expose yourself and experience the truly unexpected beauty of life .. ive followed creators many times, and the random things ive seen have been truly awe inspiring, magnifecent, joyfull ... providing of course the creator of actions and experiences is of a good heart. And ive also been a creator ... still working on it
Some creators rule and guide by fear and pain, there path is ultimately unkind .... these we have the self power and self awareness to walk away from. See it ... recognise it ... choose to disengage even if it means complete loneliness, after all loneliness is only a fresh new place with time and space to meet the beauty of others? Be self aware and in control of your choices and actions.
If you know yourself trust yourself then you have the power to pretty much negate, excite, control, create any emotional situation around you ... anything ... when you remain calm confident in yourself the majority of people will follow your lead because they may be afraid or insecure. So you .. you create the tone.
Example ... when you see somebody truly happy, a light spirit a bright aura that always walks in the sun, what do you do what do you feel ... are you not drawn to them ... do they not simply make you smile make you feel happy? They are completely happy within themselves and who they are, and there energy and being is entoxicating ... like the smell of a rose after rainfall warmed by the sun. The scent is heavenly ... blue moon rose is my favourite xxxx
Another example .. i lived on a desert island in thailand between work contracts (im british born by the way), i know and am friends with local thai mafia and they are tight ... its a military coo when king was dying and **** hits the fan. Military thai mafia turn up at my home .. local thai mafia turn up at my home ... i got a soldier and about 20 local thai mafia around me ... im calm, cigarettes all around, beers, i set the tone, i create ... all goes well, its a longer story than that, but essential the environment was controlled by my emotional tone of calm, and despite aggression insecurities and fear, saving face , and by allowing all to vent their aggressions without any reaction from me other than kindness the situation disolved calmly.
So be a creator .. be comfortable in yourself enough to step outside the box of the unkind and create the emotional tone of your environment ... if a person is not part of who you want to be then simply ignore disengage.
Ive done this many times in local bars off grid on desert islands ... whoooooaaaaa trouble person ... bad energy ... simply disengage from their attention and they disappear ... its not confrontational or aggressive, you just kinda dont feed their fire and you slip under their radar.
So
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stand up ... be a creator ... be calm .. know yourself be yourself ... trust yourself ... do you love yourself? Why do you let the unworthy of your heart your attention undermine you sense of well being, happiness and aura?
You are simply you fighting for a guild with many kind members with only the few unkind? Those that afflict you are merely fading dust particles in the air floating in an ungrounded space of their own pain and insecurities. So what do you do what do you say to them?
Just listen to any who hate mail and only return kind words. Because thats who you fundamentally are ... dont let anyone change that ... we rise above it. There is no need to engage ...
if its who you thought was a friend that betrayed you let you down stabbed you in the back then this is different ... we cry a while ... bleed .. hurt ... and what do we learn ... we learn to choose our friends better .... and ultimately its their loss for letting us go.
Right.
Dust yourself off ... come on ... stand up ,,, now let me see that fire that light in your eyes ... let me see it .... rage hard at those that seek to unfurl you ... burn them like the sun and watch their insignifacance fall like the ashes like the nothing that they are ... you are the power of yourself and let all fall before your light ... scream ... rant .. rave .. throw **** ... break stuff ...spin twirl your energy, gather all things around you, twist and turn in power hate sadness love ... breathe deep and gather your all your everything, focus .. summon your inner self ... enhance ... centre yourself, extend yourself, create an infinite spear point of everything around you to hurl at them and burn them through infinity through and past their many next lives .. we prepare to explode in rage and lay waste to all around us without a care ... we ignite, rage, burn
but wait
take my hand a while and sit with me please.
sitting crossed legged at the top of a mountain
look up .. what do you see?
we see stars criss crossed by a palette knifes slash of an abandon depicting all colours of the milky way all at once at the same time, colour your world vividly ... or the golden light of dawn etching islands, outlining them in gold leaf of a new day as the sun rises ... we see the sun fall into the ocean in infinite, infinite changing colours of light ... a place where sky finally meets earth, and you can walk out into the ocean in the reflected light of the sun on wave crests ... shifting changing illuminating reflecting the world ... shimmering ... connecting the world of sky and earth ... transfixed in ethereal beauty .. just bobbing in water between worlds ...inbetween that space of nothing and yet everything ....
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