in some cases alot more then they deserve

I haven't got anything thats valuable as of yet too but this line is a little too much maybe... This line just clearly states that you are hating that they are getting good loot instead of YOU.

All I can say right now is, take a break. You shouldn't stress out over a game cause at the end of the day It is only a game. Not hating to your post at all but that's just how life works. Some get it more some get it less and some dont get it at all.

Try to cheer up.

Kind Regards