It was a bad idea.. but i couldnt help it.. brought tears to my eyes
The most beautiful.. letter i have read in my life.....
</3 . . .. fromm some one i love most
Dev <3,
I was thinking about you and I and all the crap we’ve been through.. All the times I needed you and you were there for me.
All the late nights we stayed on the phone all night together, just talking for hours, not getting bored of each other.
All the times before we did phone convos back to myspace days when we would comment on each other’s page and
have pictures of each other on our pages lol. When we didn’t really know what we were getting into.. you probably knew better
than me what was gunna happen you were so cautious about letting me in all the way. You guarded your heart and that’s something
we grew together to open up. Some different people in our own lives hurt us but we always came back to each other when we need to
build up again. You make me stronger when I’m feeling weak and every day you make me stronger pushing me to be the best person
I can. Every relationship is gunna be tested but you know God says he will never put us through anything we can’t handle and
even though this relationship is a tough one even sometimes it feels impossible.. and sometimes we feel so close but it doesn’t
work. Just remember that everything happens for a reason. And I know that God has big plans for us and our future. Neither one
of us are perfect and we mess up a lot and I already know I’m a lot to handle but even though we may not be perfect were perfect
for each other. You’re the one person I can fully trust with every part of me even though sometimes I have to push my limits to get
there. I’m learning and changing every day and you helped me grow so much. I know that I caused you a lot of hurt too and that’s
just me being ignorant sometimes but I would never do anything to purposely hurt you. Don’t forget that. I love you so much and
I’m so proud of you and everything you’re doing with yourself. I admire you so much you and I are similar in a lot of ways and you
remind me of that good person I have deep in my heart. You motivate me to bring that person out and keep trying to get her back.
You keep your family so close to you and that’s so important to me, you never give up on them or your dad no matter what and I think
your amazing for that. You know that I have some fam issues that I don’t really like to talk about and I really wish we would have
stayed all together and fought through it, looking at my family its like nothing is right but you and your fam, even though it doesn’t
seem like it, you guys are really an inspiration. Even though you have to work really hard at it I want me and you to have something
like that in the future. Family first always, I don’t ever want to make that mistake with you and me and I refuse to let that happen.
Sometimes I get so eager about my future with you I wanna just fast forward until it happens. Like the other night when I got upset
I dunno it just like hits me then changes my whole mood because until were 21 seems so far away but I cant lose track or reality and
lose my patience. Im sorry <3 I love you so much and I cant even explain the way I feel about you… ever since I met you I fall in love
with you more and more. You try so hard to be a good man to me and treat me right that you get down on yourself when you think
you didn’t do good enough. You don’t even know how amazing you are you are such an incredible person with the best heart of anyone
I know. You never give up and you always try and do whats right. I love you. And im gunna try my best to give you everything you deserve…
. I hope you save this. So we can look back and see how far weve comehaha speaking of that.. you know sometimes when im feeling
low or just wanna smile I look at some stuff ive saved of me and you <3 don’t call me a nerd… this is my favorite
“FWD: ( - UNVERIFIED SENDER) i was kdin :P but hey ima do my **** ill ttyl, i love you *beep her full name* ”
hehe you even spelled my last name wrong! But that’s the first time you told me I love you and said my nameeee. I melted and that’s one of my most cherished things from you. <3 well I just wanted to write you a little somethinsomethin to tell you how I feel. Muah, I love you forever. My one and only. My first and last.
<3 jass
Originally Posted by Apollo
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