A couple of things I've thought HARD about...

**LIGHTNINGLORD67** · 09-16-2010, 11:07 PM

Okay, so here are a few questions and a few comments that I'd like to discuss. These are all serious comments and questions. Every word for every letter is serious, and I would appreciate it if you guys did take it serious. Anyway, here I go:

QUESTIONS:

1.) Who still thinks I'm a scammer? Yes I know we are all sick and tired of the barbamitsos-lightninglord situation and that we want it to go away, but stupid me just wants to have everyone not think of me as a scammer nor trader.

I'm truly sorry for bringing this up, but I don't want to be known as the "scammer" anymore. And I want to have an actual fresh new start, one that will make me supposedly a "new" player to this game

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2.) Why is it that everytime I log in, I start to get worried that someone will bring back a bad memory from the forums? I'm sick and tired of this also, because I just had that happen like a moment ago, and it has gotten annoying.

Everything on the forums should stay in the forums, and everything in the game stays in the game, at least that's what it should be some times.

3.) Barbamitsos and Banned (from forums) situation? I should PM this question, it's not everyone's business if I post it here.

COMMENTS/DISCUSSIONS:

1.) The forging discussion. Imagine if you were able to equip two of a one handed weapon! For example, you have two desert eagle talon of thoths equipped - one in your right hand and one in your left hand. Discuss

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2.) Two plate body armours Imagine DOUBLING your defense by wearing TWO of the armor you are currently wearing! Haha, my guess would be that you would BARELY take any hits! Discuss

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**BeardedBear** · 09-17-2010, 08:15 AM

Answers to your questions.
1) Trolls never learn.
2) Put down the pixie sticks.
3) Not sure about Barb but got a PM from Banned saying he would be out for a while, for medical reasons. Hope everything is ok with him.

**LIGHTNINGLORD67** · 09-17-2010, 08:35 AM

Originally Posted by BeardedBear

Answers to your questions.
1) Trolls never learn.
2) Put down the pixie sticks.
3) Not sure about Barb but got a PM from Banned saying he would be out for a while, for medical reasons. Hope everything is ok with him.

Dude, I clearly said I was serious about everything here.

The least u can do is act like you're serious..

**KingFu** · 09-17-2010, 08:37 AM

This is a very useless thread.......to say the least....

**LIGHTNINGLORD67** · 09-17-2010, 08:38 AM

Originally Posted by Mysticaldream

This is a very useless thread.......to say the least....

Dude, I clearly said I was serious about everything on this thread.

The least u can do is act serious...

**KingFu** · 09-17-2010, 08:40 AM

Originally Posted by LIGHTNINGLORD67

Dude, I clearly said I was serious about everything on this thread.

The least u can do is act serious...

I am serious, this is a serious thread that is seriously useless. What more do you want?

**LIGHTNINGLORD67** · 09-17-2010, 08:41 AM

Originally Posted by Mysticaldream

I am serious, this is a serious thread that is seriously useless. What more do you want?

The only thing that I want is to talk with someone about my problems. Unfortunately, no one here cares about others, only themselves, according to what you're saying.

**KingFu** · 09-17-2010, 08:45 AM

Originally Posted by LIGHTNINGLORD67

The only thing that I want is to talk with someone about my problems. Unfortunately, no one here cares about others, only themselves, according to what you're saying.

When did I say that? Aren't you not supposed to podt stuff like this? Anyways, either way, your assumptions are pretty far off. Lol

**Justg** · 09-17-2010, 08:46 AM

People all make mistakes. If you feel like you have done something wrong, acknowledge it to the person you have wronged, honestly apologize, and try to do better next time.

The only advice I can offer is don't live your life in the past... you need to forgive yourself as well. Make amends and move on.

That and it is challenging to mix deeply personal threads with gameplay suggestions.

**KingFu** · 09-17-2010, 08:48 AM

G, do you write books? I'd buy your book if you did lol

**LIGHTNINGLORD67** · 09-17-2010, 08:56 AM

Originally Posted by Justg

People all make mistakes. If you feel like you have done something wrong, acknowledge it to the person you have wronged, honestly apologize, and try to do better next time.

The only advice I can offer is don't live your life in the past... you need to forgive yourself as well. Make amends and move on.

That and it is challenging to mix deeply personal threads with gameplay suggestions.

I agree, but the only problem I have is that I can't forgive myself no matter what I think. It just keeps staying in my mind over and over again and won't leave me alone.

Idk what's happening to me

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Originally Posted by Mysticaldream

When did I say that? Aren't you not supposed to podt stuff like this? Anyways, either way, your assumptions are pretty far off. Lol

Idk about not posting stuff like that but, you don't care about others when people have their threads say it's serious.

**KingFu** · 09-17-2010, 08:59 AM

Life goes on, everybody deals with **** once in a while in their life. The best you can do is learn from it, move on, and don't look back at it as a "wow I really messed up" but look back at it as a learning experience.

**LIGHTNINGLORD67** · 09-17-2010, 09:01 AM

Originally Posted by Mysticaldream

Life goes on, everybody deals with **** once in a while in their life. The best you can do is learn from it, move on, and don't look back at it as a "wow I really messed up" but look back at it as a learning experience.

That's the thing!

No matter what I look back at it on, it still registers as a "wow I really messed up" moment.

I keep thinking that without my control

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**KingFu** · 09-17-2010, 09:03 AM

Then look back at it as "wow I really messed up....but, I can learn from it and do better next time"

**LIGHTNINGLORD67** · 09-17-2010, 09:05 AM

Originally Posted by Mysticaldream

Then look back at it as "wow I really messed up....but, I can learn from it and do better next time"

I just said I can't think of it differently, it will register the same way....

Also, it wouldn't matter because people will still think I'm a scammer and I don't want that.

The reason I don't want that is because when they say I'm a scammer (if they do), I will remember the "wow I really messed up" moments and then I would just be upset the entire day.

**KingFu** · 09-17-2010, 09:08 AM

Originally Posted by LIGHTNINGLORD67

I just said I can't think of it differently, it will register the same way....

Also, it wouldn't matter because people will still think I'm a scammer and I don't want that.

The reason I don't want that is because when they say I'm a scammer (if they do), I will remember the "wow I really messed up" moments and then I would just be upset the entire day.

I have been to a lot of AA meetings, lol, and they always say, take each day, one day at a time, there is no tomorrow, there is no yesterday, but just right here, right now, so maybe just try and use right now, and use each day to better yourself?

**LIGHTNINGLORD67** · 09-17-2010, 09:11 AM

Originally Posted by Mysticaldream

take each day, one day at a time, there is no tomorrow, there is no yesterday, but just right here, right now, so maybe just try and use right now, and use each day to better yourself?

Whoa...your right...this is going in my sig! Thx mystic!!

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